SICKNESS

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It been 11:00pm, I'm still
Hanging on the sickness
I get from the repressed feeling
I bottled up to protect it from 
Fighting mud environment

Indeed it's suffocating me I'm 
Loosing mine sanity to the blue 
Sea mesmerizing me to deceive 
Me in false consciousness 
Of hopeless fate to be this empty 
With having nothing left to feel 
Happy!

But to cover it in imposter mask 
Which is full of dramatic high, to
Guard the aching heart sickness to 
Reach the bottom rock of mine!

While facing the mirror I can't
Count on the weary reflection
Where it's start to begin how to end it 
With anti biotic solution
I do not want to end like people
Who love to enjoy other 
Guilty pleasure life to cover
Up their worn Self with other grieve
Story !

I want to feel alive with 
No baggage off holding in heart 
To smile walk on track in
With real me ! 





Comments

  1. Darshii20 September 2023 at 01:37

    Sometimes it may feel like being sick but you're the one who can make yourself happy...feel alive 🙌

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